I have a tendency to make up excuses.
I have a tendency to close up when feeling emotionally distressed.
I have a tendency to feel like a burden to others when I need to talk.
I have a tendency to speak without thinking.
I have a tendency to allow my emotions to get the better of me.
I have a tendency of closing up and being distant from others.
I have a tendency to react negatively when in a negative state.
I have a tendency to overlook others concerns and emotions when I am not well.
I have a tendency to forget.
I have a tendency of wanting to be mindful, but never being that.
I have a tendency of crying alone because I don’t want to burden others.
I have a tendency of feeling like a burden when I need others who are going through things themselves.
I have a tendency of blaming the world for problems I cant control.
I have a tendency of feeling overwhelmed.
I have a tendency of falling into depression often.
I have a tendency of having suicidal thoughts.
I have a tendency of believing the world is better off without someone like me.
I have a tendency to being toxic to myself and to those around me.
I want and need to change these tendencies and become a better human.
I want and need to change these tendencies and become passionate about life again.
I want and need to change being the toxic person I have become.
I want and need to move past all the pain and hurt that caused me to become this way.
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March 16, 2020 at 6:25 pm
Where is the “sad” emoji? How about the “hugs” emoji. I’m not trying to be intrusive, but you sound like you need a hug. I’m really glad I have grandkids. They love giving hugs.
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March 26, 2020 at 10:29 am
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March 26, 2020 at 12:30 am
Nicely done! I admire your candor.
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March 26, 2020 at 10:29 am
Thank you!
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April 7, 2020 at 7:58 am
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May 19, 2020 at 11:36 am
Thanks!
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